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【SG】邪魔法章首故事,P78
« 于: 2019-07-15, 周一 16:08:55 »

那天晚上他是乘地铁回家。因为没有必要采取更私人的运输方式。与过去几个月里的诸多夜晚相比,他这次带回家的那些微薄的财产并不会引起怀疑。他把小包装的大豆和其他必需品放在膝盖上,试图抑制他的兴奋。他的期盼。当他离自己的目标如此之近时,却不得不出去收集像食物这样的普通东西,这让他很恼火,但这是不可避免的。如果他在胜利之前饥渴而死,对他和他的爱人都没有好处。他回想着导致这一目标的所有事情,所有的努力。

没有人坐在他旁边。当磁悬浮列车快速驶过这座城市时,没有一个人坐在同一节车厢里。那很好;他已经习惯了孤独。至少,远离他人的孤独。他的家也差不多,周围再也没有其他人。当他住进那个地方时曾一度热闹非凡。流浪汉,无家可归者,无码者,社会渣滓。这在一开始是件好事——这就是为什么他选择了这个地方作为他的家。现在,那些可怜的灵魂都不在了。他们中的许多人因为他的所作所为而消失不见,其余的人则是自愿离开。他推断这些流浪汉是在保护他们自己。当有关失踪的消息传开时,剩余的人也就都逃走了。那时他的处境就变得更加困难。当然,这项工作还得继续,但进展缓慢,困难重重。他冒险远涉把人们带回家。运输是最大的问题。他不能和他们一起被抓住;那会毁了一切。尽管有些人可能会有这种想法,但他对这种行为并不感到高兴。这是一件必要之事——毕竟是为了他心爱的人——但他不必享受。他讨厌他们的尖叫,最讨厌他们的挣扎。沉默。他是如何学会享受沉默的。

他在车站下了车,开始往回走,他尽可能加快步伐。他渴望尽快回家,但又不想引起怀疑。这里还有眼睛。人们可能还在看着。当他移动到更荒凉的地区时,他的步伐加快了。不远了。他将与心爱之人团聚。

他用颤抖的双手打开房门,走下楼梯。温暖、寂静像一条舒适的毯子将他包裹。他感到很自在,自信地大步朝内室走去。走廊两旁,和侧室内,充满了黏糊糊的袋子,里面传来轻微的呻吟声。他没有理睬他们。很快就会完工。不久他们就会加入他的家庭。他所有的心思都集中在他心爱的人身上。

她在那儿。挂在房间另一边,黏糊糊的袋子里。她汗流浃背,蓬乱的头发遮住了她的脸。他走到她身边,拨开她的头发,露出了下面鼓起肿胀的五官。他的手放在她的腹部,感觉到她腹部的脉动和扭曲的变化。

时间差不多了。他期待得浑身发抖。很快就要完成了。很快他们就会成为一体,而他会感受这份完整。不久,他就要亲眼见到她了,自很久以前,她第一次与他说话以来,他就一直渴望着再见到她。

——他的爱人,“母亲”。



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He rode the tube home that night. There was no need to take a more private form of transportation. The meager possessions he was carrying home would not arouse suspicion, unlike what he had carried home on so many other nights over the last few months. He held the small packages of soy and other essentials on his lap, trying to contain his excitement. His anticipation. While he was annoyed at having to go out to gather such a mundane thing as food when he was so close to achieving his goal, it was a necessity that couldn’t be avoided. It would do him, and his beloved, no good if he were to die of thirst or hunger before his triumph. He thought back on everything that had led up to this point, all of the work.
No one sat near him. Not another person sat in the same rail car as the mag-lev train sped through the city. That was fine; he had become quite used to solitude. At least, solitude from other people. His home was much the same. There was no one around anymore. At one time, when he was just beginning, there were many people. Vagrants, homeless, SIN-less, the dregs of society. That had been a boon in those early days—it was why he had selected the location he had for his home. None of those wretched souls were around anymore. A good many of them were not around because of his actions, but the rest had left of their own volition. He supposed that the drifters protected their own. When word got around of the disappearances, the rest had fled. That was when things had gotten more difficult for him. The work had to continue, to be sure, but it had been slow and difficult. He had ventured far and wide to take people back to his home. Transportation was the largest issue. He could not be caught with them; that would ruin everything. He also took no joy in the act, despite what some people might think. It was something that needed to be done—it was for his beloved after all— but he did not have to enjoy it. He hated it most when they screamed, when they struggled. Silence. How he learned to enjoy silence.
Getting off at his stop, he started his walk back home, picking up as much pace as he dared. He yearned to get back home as soon as he could, but he did not want to arouse suspicion. There were still eyes here. People could be watching. As he moved to areas of greater desolation, his pace quickened. Not far now. He would be reunited with his beloved.
With shaking hands he opened the door to his home and descended the stairs. The warmth, the silence wrapped him like a comforting blanket. He felt at ease. With confident strides he headed for the inner chamber. Soft moans came from the sticky sacks that lined the hallway and filled the offshoot chambers. He paid them no mind. Soon enough they would be finished. Soon enough they would join his family. All his thoughts were focused on his beloved.
There she was. Hanging in that sticky, gooey sack at the other side of the room. Sweaty, matted hair covered her face. He walked over to her and brushed the hair away to reveal the bulging, distended features underneath. His hand on her abdomen felt the pulsing and writhing changes happening underneath. It was almost time. He absolutely quivered in anticipation. Soon it would be done. Soon they would be united, and he would feel complete. Soon he would see in the flesh the one he had so yearned to see since that first day she had spoken to him so long ago.
His beloved. Mother.
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